never had a man really pay for anything for me so its weird. i dont mind paying for us to go eat or if he needs something but when it comes to me im like nooo im ok. he gave me money to get my nails done and some cash to go out with tonight :) its diff when we live together or married, so its cute, just had to say how weird it is for me, cause its not usually like that...just another way he is good to me, compared to the others !

oh and tonight he planned a guys night and with him not having a phone i always get paranoid and grrrr but i managed to find some girls to go out with, so even though his got cancelled, i need to get out. i dont have many friends that are local anymore so i tend to be at home by myself, babysitting my neices or with my babe. and generally im ok with that, never been a big social butterfly or partier. but tonight shall be fun, im actually going out with my cousins gf, even at my wedding i thought she was super sweet and then a month or so ago at my uncles bday party we talked and had fun and im gunna go enjoy myself !

on side note : depending wether to start doing vids on youtube for fun but im not all that interesting, but i have alot of thoughts, im kinda random if you havnt noticed !